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I love this song. This song totally embodies how i’m feeling right now.

Lyrics

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Here’s the chorus:

There’s gotta be a difference
It’s gotta be significant
If You’re really inside changing my life
You would shine, You would be evident
If there’s a difference

I’ve actually been thinking a lot about this lately. What’s the difference in my life? How is Christ making me different? As I struggle to embrace the view that sin is relative, as suggested by Paul in Romans 14, I still have to wonder how does that jive with Revelations 3:14-22 where John talks about God rejecting people because their deeds were luke warm. I’ve always interpreted the bible in such black and white terms. Could this also be interpreted through relativism? Perhaps, perhaps John is warning that your actions need to motivated by love of God and love of your neighbor as Jesus said when He summed up the law and the prophets. But that’s getting into a heady area I don’t want to get into right now.

What’s the difference in my life? How does Christ make me different from those around? Do I love more than others? Can they see that love in me? I’m not sure they can. I’m a horribly selfish person. I don’t help those in need. I don’t feed the hungry or clothe the naked. When I tell people I go to church they’re always surprised. At first I thought it may be the whole gay thing, but maybe there’s more to it than that. They don’t see the love of Christ in me and so don’t expect it.

hmmm…. I don’t like that I can’t even tell the difference between me and the rest of the world.

Not sure where that all leaves me other than this is a good song and I need to do some more thinking.

I really love the song I kissed a girl by Katy Perry. Sure she’s got other good songs, but this one rocks. Her performance at that Latin MTV Awards was great.

I also found a couple of great I kissed a Boy mixes!!

I just heard his “Faggoty Attention” song today.

I’ve gotta say the boy can sing. Not only can he sing, he’s really really gay and out there. I have to give him props for that.

He’s also got this old song “Flow With My Soul” I’ve heard it before, but didn’t know it was him. OMG!! He’s really good.

I love gay musicions. There are a lot of crappy gay musicians out there, but not Adam. He’s really talented. His vocals are amazing and lyrically he’s pretty good too. I would love to see what he could do with some big record label backing him. I think he could be huge!!

His website

1) The boys in Hot Ticket are HOT!!
2) They’re not that bad. I really like the lyrics to Hollaback Boy. It could perhaps be that I’m feeling really restless right now, but we’ll just let that slide.

Hollaback Boy Video

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